If nothing else happened from yesterday’s reaching out and receiving support, at least I can also add to that that I didn’t drink last night. Honestly, I had no desire to, though on many nights, that would not have mattered because it has become somewhat of a “habit.” Not to rationalize, but I don’t think it’s truly a physical addiction at this point. I know things could surely change, but it is more of an emotional addiction – just something that seems to be part of my day to day routine.
Instead, I enjoyed my club soda and diet cranberry while cooking dinner, and had some hot tea while enjoying our cheesy reality show.
I mentioned writing and reading blogs, and what a great supportive community is to the gal whom I reached out to. She was interested, so I will be sending her some to take a look at. Of course I know that if she comes across mine, it will SCREAM that it is me. Part of me is terrified with that, but the other part knows it’s an ego thing. She is not out to judge. We will be talking tomorrow and hope to get together on Friday. Again, part of me is terrified, but part of me is relieved and excited.
Well – I have a call to lead in 10 minutes, so lemme get rolling. Gotta delete the browsing history since I’ll be leading a net conference – ha ha!
Make it a great day everyone 🙂 I have my greens in my diet cranberry, a WONDERFUL cup of coffee and a pretty stellar attitude if I do say so myself!